MY
INNER CHILD AND I
The
windows of darkness steals her soul
Takes
her to the deep abyss,
Where
her cries are left unheard
Her
self was his, it's what he stole.
Cold,
so cold, her feelings deep
No-where
to turn, weary she sits
Frightened
and lonely, so scared to reach out
No
faith, no hope, she sits and weeps.
My
adult self I'm lost within
Powerful
memories, that clench me tight,
Engulfs
my mind so I don't forget
So
close am I to just give in.
Oh
how I cry for my self so small
Forlorn
and lost, so out of reach,
Whispering
gently, I tell her I'm here
I'll
keep you safe, tear down your wall.
Her
eyes, the window of so much hurt
Deep
within, she has no trust,
blame
is what she puts on her self
Shackled
to the memories, with no self worth.
Her
voice so silent, I listen in hope
But
gone is she, my mind does scream,
DON'T
go, hang on, I love you, I cried
Without
you I'm scared, I just can't cope.
In
a corner she sits, the darkness her sky
Nothing
I say will win her trust,
She's
resigned herself to the fate at hand
In
herself she sees that's the way she'll die.
written by Mary Graziano
May/2012
written by Mary Graziano
May/2012
My
inner child is hurting with pain, frustrated and neglected, abused
and ignores me. She is hidden from view so deeply hidden, nothing
will help with her escape.
I
write this and share this with you as these are my feelings, my hurt,
my pain right now, trying so hard to reach that little child in me
and I can't, I wrote this for all those who are also having a hard
time reaching out to your inner child, just know that we are not
alone♥