Also my very good friend Dawna Larson also put the song onto our group Abuse Survivors and Victims United, and spent many many hours putting it into a format so we could all see it on our group page, and has shared it in other groups also. Dawna thank you also from the bottom of my heart for doing this for me I know how much time you put into it. love you all for this...I am honoured that you all took the time to do
I share my blog for everyone. For those who also suffer from Abuse/Incest. I hope that by writing my feelings, my poetry on my abuse as a child, will help and encourage you and to let you know that YOU ARE NEVER TO BLAME FOR WHAT HAPPENED..We were innocent children, the abuser is always at blame. Please leave me a comment so I know you were here..thank you. look forward to hearing from you.
Monday, July 16, 2012
SHADOWS OF THE NIGHT
I wrote this poem/lyrics to be made into a song, and George Robertson who is a member of the group Healing Through Creativity which is a group for victims and survivors of abuse, was honoured to sing and do the instrumentals for me. The group also has a website by the same name and have a festival every Sept. in W. Virginia, where they show their creativity by showing their artwork on abuse, poetry, stories, songs etc. This will be played at the festival, and my friendDebbie Naylor Cox offered to make it into a video for me and I would like to thank both George and Debbie for doing this, I am honoured that they took the time for this, and now we can get more exposure about abuse.
Saturday, July 14, 2012
THE FORGOTTEN CHILDREN
THE FORGOTTEN CHILDREN
We need to be the voices
Of children everywhere,
Alone, abandoned, with bruises
It seems like no-one cares.
Their abusers keep them silent
With threats, their bodies shake,
Feelings kept inside themselves
Their smiles, they always fake.
Words that hurt so deeply
Destroys their self-esteem,
Shame they feel inside themselves
In their minds is where they scream.
Secrets so deep and never to be told
They lived it every day,
These are the forgotten children
Let's scream out and shout and pray.
Pray that we can save them
From a life of horrendous abuse,
To set them free and guide them
It's up to us, there's no excuse.
Each day one child will die alone
From their wounds inside and out,
Scars so deep, with bodies broke
From this abuse, there is no doubt.
Remember all children everywhere
Protection is what they need,
Broken, alone and frightened
From the abusers dirty deeds.
I write these words, for all children small
And that little girl in me,
Silenced then, but not any more
I will shout out to help set them free.
Written by Mary G
June 19, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
MY INNER CHILD IS FREE
Can I come and
Sit down with you
Sit down with you
With big
Brown eyes she cried,
Brown eyes she cried,
I slowly sat down
And hugged her
And hugged her
And hoped she
Would confide.
Would confide.
I won't let
Anyone hurt you
Anyone hurt you
You are safe now,
I will hold you tight,
I will hold you tight,
Her sobs were
Oh so heavy
Oh so heavy
Jerking with
So much fright.
So much fright.
God loves you
And will keep you safe
And will keep you safe
He has you
In his hands,
In his hands,
She looked at me with
A tear stained face
A tear stained face
And nodded
She understand.
She understand.
She spoke with
Only a whisper
Only a whisper
I strained my
Ear to hear,
Ear to hear,
I'm afraid of
All the demons
All the demons
They're close,
They're very near.
They're very near.
She drew her knees
Up to her chest
Up to her chest
And followed
With her eyes,
With her eyes,
Peering in
The distance
The distance
She shuttered
And started to cry.
And started to cry.
Hush little one,
Why do you cry
Why do you cry
She pointed
In the distance,
In the distance,
Look, he's there,
He wants me
He wants me
I looked up
To take a glance.
To take a glance.
Please don't let
Him touch me
Him touch me
It hurts
So much inside,
So much inside,
I rocked her
And said I love you
And said I love you
You're safe, you
Don't need to hide.
Don't need to hide.
She looked at me
So tenderly
So tenderly
As the tears
Rolled down my face,
Rolled down my face,
She took her hands
And wiped my tears
And wiped my tears
With so much
Dignity and grace.
Dignity and grace.
Come walk with me,
Let's leave this place,
Let's leave this place,
But she wouldn't
Move an inch,
Move an inch,
I held her close
And stroked her hair
And stroked her hair
But all she did
Was flinch.
Was flinch.
Why does he do
Those awful things
Those awful things
Did I do
Something bad,
Something bad,
There's nothing that
You did sweet child
You did sweet child
She looked
So very sad.
So very sad.
I won't let the
Demons hurt you
Demons hurt you
I will be your
Guiding light,
Guiding light,
To protect you
And always love you
And always love you
In the darkness
Of the night.
Of the night.
She looked at me
With a sparkle
With a sparkle
That I saw
Within her eyes
Within her eyes
She squeezed my hand
So gently
So gently
And gave a
Little sigh.
Little sigh.
I stood up slowly
And helped her up
And helped her up
She still was
A bit afraid,
A bit afraid,
But I held her
Tight and told her
Tight and told her
Of the progress
she now has made.
she now has made.
Finally, a smile
Was on her face
Was on her face
As we walked
Slowly out the door,
Slowly out the door,
She was free to leave
This place in peace
This place in peace
For the demons are gone,
Forever more.
Forever more.
Mary Graziano ©
July 6, 2012
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